Were You Expecting to arrive at Heal and Forgive? If so you were re-directed to my new blog.

The Heal and Forgive blog was born out of the publication of my first book, “Heal and Forgive.” I am happy that the blog has been helpful to a robust readership.

After my publisher recently went out of business the book was re-released under the title, “Mother, I Don’t Forgive You,” which is more in keeping with the premise of the book. I decided to re-title my blog along with the book.

I hope you will continue to peruse the posts and join in on the various discussions including our right as survivors to decide our own healing journey, with or without forgiveness.

The back story on the title change can be found on the post directly below:

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Mother, I Don’t Forgive You – Why the Book and Blog Were Re-Titled

In 1992, after nearly a decade of trying desperately to forgive my mother, my life was spinning out of control.   Not only had I failed at f...

Sunday, September 7, 2014

When Reconciliation is Worthwhile

My brother Rob and I have been largely estranged for 22 years - speaking briefly only twice until recently. Family violence wreaks havoc on families.  We all do what we have to to survive.  Sometimes survival means hurting one another.

At the end of 2013 Rob's wife became terminally ill. We spoke on the phone a few times from then until her death a couple of weeks ago.

During a conversation I had with my brother last week, I said, "When we were little kids, we were so close.    We mourned dad's death together, we commiserated about Ed's brutal violence towards us, we shared inside jokes, secrets, and a special bond.  We understood each other like no other.  I want you to know, that no matter what has happened between us, where ever I have been in the last 22 years, the little girl in me has always loved the  little boy in you."

"It never goes away Nance," was his reply and we softly said good-bye.
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8 comments:

  1. One Escaping GoatSeptember 15, 2014 at 12:05 PM

    So beautiful. Thank you. I am teary from reading your post.

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  2. healandforgiveSeptember 15, 2014 at 4:13 PM

    Thank you One Escaping Goat (Clever Name). You have a kind heart.

    I stopped by your blog - I like it! You write with a strong, genuine voice and a little dash of humor.

    All my best,
    Another Goat

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  3. Suzeeeq2September 29, 2014 at 7:36 PM

    I posted this sme comment on Fiona's estrangement blog.
    just want feedback and thoughts please-
    Hi. I am writing all the way from NC. My heart aches. I have been estranged from family for years. I just found out that my nephew was hit by car this am and is in critical condition.. I didnt know what to do so all I could eek out was a “sending prayers’ on Facebook. I havent seen my sister, nephew and family in 7 0r 8 years. I live in the same town. I have a mixture of grief and confusion and maybe some guilt and shame. Thanks for your blog.

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  4. healandforgiveSeptember 29, 2014 at 9:14 PM

    Dear Susan,

    I’m sorry for your pain. What a horrible tragedy for your nephew and your family! Estrangement is difficult enough; however, coupled with tragedy it can seem unbearable.

    In my opinion you sent just the right response. Sometimes less is more. Just letting them know you are thinking of them is just right.

    Reconciliation is a complicated landscape to navigate even under the best of situations. Your sister will most likely need all her emotional energy just to cope with this tragedy before she has the emotional reserves to consider reaching back to you.

    Hopefully, she will see your simple and pure gesture in the spirit in which it was given.

    Keep them in your prayers. And get the support you need to navigate your emotions during this difficult time.

    I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

    All my best,
    Nancy

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  5. Megan WildhoodApril 18, 2017 at 6:25 AM

    Hi Nancy,

    I came across your blog as I was searching online for sibling estrangement support and this post came up. I'm wondering if you're still writing as there's not a lot out there on this topic yet I bet there are many people who experience the confusion and loss of estrangement from siblings.

    ~Megan

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  6. healandforgiveApril 19, 2017 at 4:50 PM

    Hi Megan,

    At a certain point, I felt as if I had exhausted the subject of family estrangement. Every once in a while someone asks me a question and I either direct them to a prior post or write about my personal experience on the topic.

    If you have a specific topic you are curious about, I would be happy to assist with a prior post or to write on the topic.

    Also, I used to belong to a yahoo group on sibling estrangement; however, the group has been inactive for years. Possibly there are other sibling resources online?

    I do know that support and validation are key to healing. Family estrangement is a very painful, unnatural, and isolating experience. Finding others to help pave the way is essential.

    All my best,
    Nancy

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  7. UnknownDecember 22, 2018 at 4:33 PM

    I just wrote a lot and deleted it by accident. Nancy, what is your email address and how can I get your two book in print?
    Jennifer

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  8. AbuseAndForgivenessDecember 22, 2018 at 7:44 PM

    Hi Jennifer,

    I've experienced the accidental delete many times...

    Email: healandforgive1@gmail.com

    Book one: https://www.amazon.com/Mother-Dont-Forgive-You-Alternative/dp/1545535884/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=

    Book two: https://www.amazon.com/Mother-Its-Hard-Forgive-You/dp/1985127180/ref=pd_bxgy_2?_encoding=UTF8&pd_rd_i=1985127180&pd_rd_r=857e64c7-0664-11e9-9ef4-cd8437a4562f&pd_rd_w=7osJ2&pd_rd_wg=KP6os&pf_rd_p=6725dbd6-9917-451d-beba-16af7874e407&pf_rd_r=772SZZBCNNP7RC9YKYJ5&psc=1&refRID=772SZZBCNNP7RC9YKYJ5

    My Best,
    Nancy

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